Hello everybody. I am new to this forum, but not to the Final Fantasy games. I'm 41 and have been playing these games since my early twenties. There are elements of these storylines that have become incredibly fascinating to me, and for many years I was almost addicted to them. I have made a beautiful, yet strange, discovery about certain story elements that have changed my life, both for better and for worse- but I am okay with the worse. I have not been able to discuss them successfully to non-Final Fantasy gamers, because I need those to whom I speak to have knowledge of these elements and storyline. The discussion involves fiction and art containing secrets of something hidden and real. In which forum should I begin this thread? OT lounge? It might become an argument, because this is so utterly bizarre. I am not intending to be a troll or a weirdo. But I have no one to speak to in real life, and I MUST speak.